Sunday, December 20, 2020

#017 Alexandra Elle pt. 3, 2015

Honesty Hour

Honestly, I don't really know what I'm doing. 

Half of the time I'm just as confused as everyone else who is 

walking in circles and struggling to catch their breath. I'm

a hopeless romantic who has trouble hiding the fact that I'm

extremely transparent. You can see my truth if you look hard

enough. My heart has been broken so I try not to overwork

her. People I love have vanished and a lot of the time I feel as

if I'm standing alone. I comfort myself with the words of my

poems; I drown in my own zone. Most nights, I don't sleep...

I rather be underdressed than overrated. My personality is

vibrant, paired with a sharp tongue and bad temper but I'm

learning to turn my fire down and allow my soul to simmer. 

I'm a cry baby and a tad bit selfish but I'm relentlessly 

honest about who I'm called to be even if the girl in the

mirror isn't who I want to see. I walk alone on a slightly

wider road because I tend to wander...I've been guilty of

backtracking and I've tripped a few times forward.

I'm blinded by what I'm looking for and I enjoy the rain from

indoors. I don't apologize for my feelings because they give

me character and poise. My pride keeps me quiet and I second

guess my purpose often. I could care less if my clothes match

because they don't reflect my heart. ..

Honestly, I don't really know what I'm doing. 

Half of the time I'm just as confused as everyone else.


written by Alexandra Elle, Love in My Language, 2015.






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