Monday, August 31, 2020

#006 Cheril N. Clarke, 2020

 Worthy

There should always come a moment

When you stop being in love with a fantasy

And cherish your reality

When you stop being grateful

For scraps of affection

From inattentive lovers

For whom you are an afterthought--a blip in their

attention

There should come a day

When you see your self-worth

And feel your inner strength

When you realize your value

And taste the sweetness of freedom

From abandoning the projections of perfection

You naively put on others

Who were always unworthy

There should come a time

When you stop lowering your standards

And stop remaining where you are unseen

For the true glory that you are

Take control of your heart

Take control of your life

Demand better

Because you are worthy

written by Cheril N. Clarke, 2020

#005 Fruitful Feelings via Autumn LaBella

#WRITESIS

"Words should be like crystals in the air" is a phrase I've treasured since childhood.                                                                                                                             
One of my infatuations with writing came from a particular experience with my older brother where I made a comment (that I can't remember, reflective of how foolish it could have been), and he annoyingly responded,

"Stop talking just to hear yourself talk." 

Ironically now I make a living off the sound of my voice, but looking back, I now understand what he was trying to teach me. I can still remember how embarrassed I felt when he said that to me, because I knew what I had spoken out loud was out of pocket and certainly not thoughtful. At the time, my embarrassment took the form of anger and feeling like I had been dismissed and like I had a voice that didn't matter, even though the core of that was not true. Pen and paper in hand, to rebel against my older brother's unwanted wisdom, I began to write down things that came to my mind.

Now some can arguably say that my brother was limiting my self-expression by silencing me and dismissing my commentary, even if it was insignificant.

But his statement was so profound to me because I saw it like this:

Was I silenced or did he teach me the importance of holding space for silence and peace? Was he teaching me to treasure my thoughts and my words without even realizing it? Was he subconsciously teaching me how to be an active listener? He didn't tell me to stop talking and using my voice, he was telling me to channel my thoughts and use my voice purposefully. He could've been nicer about it, but I don't hold it against him.

Active listening is just as important as writing beloved, & here's why:

When you understand what is being said to you, you can respond based off of your reflection on what is being said. You are more likely to take more meaningful action after you've processed information you've been given. Each time you take a moment to activate knowledge and wisdom, you strengthen your intuition and decision making skills. The matrix has created a state of immediate gratification and anxiety that discourages authentic connection, so most people are just listening or acting to respond to what is being said to them. At some point, if you are really listening, you will have to pay attention to your attention and identify your purpose in engaging with whatever has your attention. We listen to what we want to believe in, what moves us. Listening to thoughts is what makes actions real.

I champion for creating safe spaces for open and honest communication. Fear and frustration during communication or reflection melt away when I diligently put effort and humility into listening to others and myself the way I diligently seek to insert my words. To be able to mindfully listen to what is happening in, around, and through you is a life saving skill. Stillness and silence are underestimated. 

How does it feel when you say your name out loud to yourself? When you did it just now, did it feel powerful? Did you say it in a way that questioned your identity or did you say it in a way that affirmed your destiny? How does it feel to be present, to fully inhabit your body in space right now? 

Write down your reflection with these affirmations:
 
I am safe. 
I am enough
I feel heard by my Creator. 
I can attract conversations that elevate my mind. 
I can create more meaning in my life by focusing on one thing at a time. 
I love myself enough to carefully listen to what is being said to me.
The words that I speak to myself and to others are fruitful. 
I know that I am only in control of my own thoughts, actions, and reactions.

Thursday, August 27, 2020

#004 Aja Monet, 2017

What My Grandmother Meant to Say Was


i glow. i am luminous. i flare in the sky, a light

gleaming in the Sierra Maestra at night, i am

the mountains, I sway the sun to rise, yearning, I dance.


i taste of salt. my fingers cannot sit still. i smuggled

tears. from smile to smile, i ran. when i was too tired

to run, i swam. love reached beyond borders. i swam.


i rose. i flew. i dreamed. i fell in love with little to no

belonging. i belonged to nowhere and no one. i was in

love with everywhere and everyone. i was hungry, cold.


i hated hunger and cold. i hated everywhere with no

food. i hated everyone with everything. it was different

then. i was stupid. i was a woman. i was waiting to


become more than what happened, more than a bird

fleeing my country, to bathe in being afar, more than

a landscape or an image to cast a shadow on, a clip 


in a newspaper, more than a seductress or a magician

of visions to foretell. my children, riding on the wings 

of my sacrifice, i left them. i turned back many times. 


i almost became the devil they wanted, but i left

a devil---nonetheless. i was a woman ahead of her time

i shimmer in scars, mapped by our bloodlines


of living. i imagined more than broken families,

i come from the laughter of aspiring lovers, the lure

of trembling in another's arms. what about what


i wanted? who listens for what goes untold? i could not 

protect my children from everywhere. i made offerings

to the spirits who attend. i am their mother. i am not God.


i was a candela, i was a witch they could not burn,

la fuega. i was their mother. i was not God. i made choices.

i made peace. i was a woman ahead of her time.


i am the road you took

here. i am la camina.

i was the way. 



written by Aja Monet, My Mother was a Freedom Fighter, 2017.



#003 Sisters with ASSateague via Autumn LaBella

August is coming to a bittersweet end as leaves begin to crunch and I cram last minute beach trips with my sisters into my calendar. Cardigans and hoodies are revived from the back of closets as nights get cooler. Being in love seems more complex when the sun decides to seduce us with ephemeral rays, almost as if it is testing our hearts, waiting to see if we will burn bright until next summer. 

Nevertheless, I have been learning, preparing, looking and listening. I have come to adore the quiet moments when I can recline peacefully with my paperbacks or notepads in hand, those moments when I can spend hours reading and reviewing poetry, especially that of Afro-American women. Nourishment is received with humility and gratitude as I diligently note the stanzas, proverbs, and new terms that leave me with transformational realization. My most recent trip to the Assateauge Island shoreline in Northern Maryland reminded me that I am worthy of every drop of love, sisterhood, mercy, grace, renewal, release and JOY that I receive.

Since my return, I've been catching myself dancing in the mirror to my own vibrant, wave-like, cerebral rhythms. 

Enjoy my thoughts beloved!

Friday, August 21, 2020

#002 Cierra Lione, 2020

I hold power between two worlds

I am the Destiny between

Memory and imagination

The bypass of then and now

Silver line me between lost and found


I turn loudness quietly

Into soft and sound

Even a wise man can't admit

How am I gone but still exist?

Only third eyes can find me

I am as ahead as I am behind me.

-Cierra Lione,

(She's Curious

and I Wonder, 2020).



#001 Welcome in the Women via Autumn LaBella

WRITE SIS blossomed from one of the deepest, most intimate spaces of my heart...

It is critical for me to acknowledge that without coming across Erlene Stetson's Black Sister: Poetry by Black American Women, 1746-1980, this movement may have never been brought to life. I thank her for bringing liberation and unity to the forefront of my mind. 

As a musician and poet myself, I am honored to breathe life into a project that personally nourishes me; poetry is stitched into my DNA, and I'm blessed to be such an elegant wordsmith. I am an Afro-American woman who orchestrates rhythm with words, and my creativity has served as a survival tactic on my own journey. Being of African descent and woman is simultaneously a unique and glorious experience. My artwork, music, poetry, and offerings are symbols of a deep rooted divinity that forges itself into pens that once belonged to my matriarch ancestors.

Writing challenges the places that systematically exclude Afro-American women, and that includes the literary arena. The compelling quest for identity is one of the most divine stories that can be told, so with WRITE SIS, I use the multifaceted poetry of Afro-American women to assert and maintain identity in a matrix that prefers to believe that we do not exist. WRITE SIS, the movement, encourages writing, reading, and critical analysis as methods to balance and contain rage/emotions. By making these tools more accessible to Afro-American women, we can learn how to better express warmth and love in the midst of anger, and pain. This movement is written by the women, for the people.

Keep in mind WRITE SIS was designed to be more than an outpouring of oppressed voices. It is up to Afro-Americans as a whole to recreate collective realities that are whole and yet separate from the mainstream American ideology of what it means to be "black and female" (note that I intentionally do NOT use the term "black" to describe my people. We will not be reduced to a color, which has no feeling or animate abilities). It is my hope that this poetess movement will delicately transplant readers to open soil and fresh air. I hope that this movement allows the Afro-American community space to take a deep breathe and extend their roots. I hope this movement reminds the culture to take the edification of Afro-American women's minds seriously! 

We must continue to do the work, the research, the reading, and the listening. We cannot accept racist assumptions, we must preserve our minds and our writings as much as possible. The literary history of Afro-American Women are neither completely documented nor widely appreciated, and that ends TODAY. 

Look deeper, read slower, & love harder my good sis.

-

Finally alone, with smoky stones & candle fumes,

Because being is all I ever wanted.

You cut your poetry from the cloths of my mothers, aunts, grandmothers and orishas.

Understanding my hair texture is heavy art.

I hope you discover me in your speakers,

& eat my poetry on your silver spoon.

-Autumn LaBella, 2020



#035 Call it Creativity and Commitment via Autumn LaBella

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